Inside here

安特惠普

antewerp

it could be tomorrow

Jeden tag verrückter.

break a leg

恭喜发财

Under the ceiling with someone who i dont know.

resting

it is generally out of reach

skunk smell wafting in, so strong, so pungent…almost feels warm…can intense smells be moist?

it is a beautiful day, and everyone is happy here

listening to music by colour… yellow (submarine) blue (joni mitchell)…

grey day but i miss u

no

it is raining outside.

today no one believes in Sylphs

I wrote him a letter

its hard to imagine it

full moon

this is life

i am back

thinkng about houses and planets

im here

what did you say?

waiting

Children tumble by. A small girl, blonde, almost three. An older boy stops. Hurry, he shouts, we will be late. And again, hurry.

two men sit on a low wall waiting, a girl wearing white trousers walks quickly by, the car park is almost empty

bridge

bridge

bridge bridge bridge

first bridge

here we go again

loitering

the testing ground

vaccine may 31th, 2021

nature

about mountains

tell me more

sky reflections

Esta bien, no es tambien
no tiene sentido decir S Tom Bein’
Pescado, pecado
Pocossissimo, no estoy casado

vamos a ver… ?

Pero, Pedro, perro
Perro, Pedro, Pero
Perro, Pedro, Pero
Pero, Pedro, perro,
Pero, Pero, Pero,
Pietro, Pedro, perrrrrro… (listening to Fantasia in C minor by Mozart. beautiful)

the altimeter. the altimeter don’t work. altimeter bad… (listening to 8 by Madhouse… so smooth)

time runs. rime flies… march 17th. 2021

exactly 12 months ago…

listening to It’s Gonna Be a Beautiful Night by Prince. is that Sheila E or Sheena Easton rapping? no importa. a me gusta. ti tä okwäbiti…

*don’t want

I wonder if carrot cake biscotti would be good… I know it would be good, but who wants little bits of carrot floating around in their coffee. I don’t… but I don’t little bits of biscotti floating about in my coffee either. It’s a thinker.

tired / overwhelmed…

I think it is time I named my snail.

listening to jw.org …feeling relaxed

Is this thing still a thing?

you don’t want to know…

the sun draws ephemeral movements, small and jerky, on the wall behind which a neighbour sweeps

hello

blue sky ideas

snake

oh dear

here

daydreaming

falling leaves

my cat Tupa is inside the drawer 🙂

sunshiny

another day

where are all the magazines?

oops

snoring?

here

i like the rain

august 17 th. 5 months indoors

i need to go out

first pumpkin flower

4 months… 17/07/2020

where is everyone?

ugh

the way home is up hill

live…

birds r singing…breeze is lovely…these things don’t know it’s the end of the world

why was there a wasp in the cellar yesterday?

down on the floor, cooling

turtle…

quien soy ?

estoy en mexico y hay mucho calor . quiero subir una fpto pero el app no mi permite

past sunset

dream…vut an inpossible dream

in the studio working working working….

up and down

blue sky…but very very cold

yesterday i passed a shop selling fresh turmeric

soft air

15rh may

Quarantine 15th., 2020

more birds than before

unbilieve…happen in the country

quarantine…how long?

marbles

Hummingbird…revived!!!

quarantine march 15fh 2020

sunset with noisy ducks

an airplane and noisy ducks

21 days of quarantine in the middle of the Atlantic Forest

I heard Japu singing

miss you!!!

Jyotish…knowlegde!!!

people outside sunny

crossroads

now

base by pond

how will we know

wish you were here

indoors…

help me. i feel like im going crazy. but i keep telling me im not. if i cant trust myself who can i trust. what happens next?

The love that I know exists without conditions.
It evolves through understanding and compassion.
It holds no judgement or external desire.
Love is peaceful, honest, and worthy.

Greed. Pride. Lust.
Once that evil shit starts to seep in, it’s easy to let it take over.
Positivity only.
I only want people in my life who appreciate me and see me for who I am.

8 days raining non-stop!

Smell …. smell… jaca

summer time and still rainng

blue lake!!! raining again…

across

top

down

cornered

corner

wish full

smell good during a summer storm.

2020…!

is not the horns of a goat and wings of an angel the same if looked at from a distance ?

pizza and wine!!!

stifffffffff

Tem gente que vai e quer ficar
Tem gente a sorrir e a chorar
E assim chegar partir
São só dois lados da mesma viagem

turkey hangover

I’m upstairs…

Waiting! It makes me happy today

what a day…!

Let me whisper in your ear
Say the words you long to hear

full

wandle poons

que trem bom!!!

the flowers of my cactus are blooming

hot sunny day!!!

rainy days

9 to 6

bunnies

good here but cold

models

up in the air

9 to 5

sun:)

rain rain rain where is the snow

Do you have a deadline?

there are hummngbirds

sometimes we are lucky and find the right people to do things:)

que trem bom!!!

i am in the Hopedaria de alice

listening to music

cactus and outside room

not enough coffee

botbot

i cry all the time

thinking about ‘cut off point’

I don’t want to go

tumble down

The shutters are closed, but sunlight

Having it happen in secret makes me feel like a failure. Lots of things have been happening in secret.
What am I, if not a part of that other life. I only get half of you, not all of you. I will forever be left out unless I change myself and I am not changing because I would be a walking lie. It’s not who I am. It’s not who I was when we met and it’s not me now.

Now I look to the future of building a good honest life with calculated risks, not risky behaviour that could jeopardise the future of the life I want to live.

I sit at home and cry. I am so lonely.

wish

time just goes by really fasr

not sure

shoulda

I’m in a Victorian house and through the chimney comes a very strange noise … like a murmur.

killy cat and fme sunset!!! Lovely!!!

happy Bithday Lu 🙂

blue sky

watching the squirrels steal pears off my tree..guess they r ready for picking

rainy tuesday afternoon

pee break

sitting in the rain under an old fur tree

I don’t know what I can say…! words can be tricksters too

neutral?

xhithere

today, some people, the beach … eating donuts

i am happy in this place

base of the hill near the pond

happy sounds

up the hill again

tic toc

Death and cats 🙂

my mom is trying to understand this program and you can see the smoke coming out of her ears! she did not read any instructions

Here with family and a beautiful view framing our discussions…life is good!

splitting the difference

wet noises

journey

journey

they look like bones

yesterday i went for a walk although rain

open call

no exit

open all the time

suando muito

just a little … lets go baby

both hands

push the sky away

when i turned around there was a queue

6 flights

yesterday i saw a sticker almost hidden behind the pedestrian crossing button, that said ‘books lost from a library of acronyms’

hi

we

go

thunk

upside down

angry about that thing again, and then sad and horrified by christmas trees

spinny now

toso

guish

only small bags

I’m happy this morning

I’m cold

wonder

all the elmos have backpacks

cold today

this might take a while

it’s all happening at the!

Ich lebe einen Traum 🙂

which one?

L G

same again

fix my

tomorrow is world

strawberries

ups and downs

This the testing comment for my mobile app.

already dark

gone up the mountain

this could be good

tunes in my head

dogs with no nose, cloven hooves and no sweet circles, only trees

broken bench

test

red eyes enough for how many hundred spiders? or four times as many bunnies

the turtle is in the socks

“Acho que devemos fazer coisa proibida – senão sufocamos. Mas sem sentimento de culpa e sim como aviso de que somos livres.” Clarice Lispector

all the metaphors have come out on the floor

Family is something!!!!!!

say what again!

Up for the

again

here we go

text

the long low space

in silence the talent is formed. But the character, in the whirlwind of the world

changing direction now

duh duh duhmmm

tx

seeing red
sun in my eyes
closed

I just cried for the future. what can I do?

i suddenly like chocolate even more

hey 😉

I’m feeling heavy like a box of hailstones.

sleepy cat purring sunday bells

stacks of books…

8 years into men-o-pawz and i am still getting cramps

i love autumn. ..autumn leaves are so beautiful

minha vida é uma surpresa e um improviso

Hard time! i wish calmer days

Arrived:)

moolah moolah

life is hard and lovely

amor fati

10:30 am and already sweltering in the heat outside; just another day in paradise

I suggest: Good food, freedom and education for everybody in the world. What else is possible?

i want live just to do ART

my dear friend I miss London!

I should not be doing this right now

ok, -115 is definitely my love, I have other suspicious ones too

私はブラジルに住むちょうど日本人の少女です、気にしないでください

I’m feeling like sherlock holmes now, this is fun!

curious

Cruiser left her bowl and plate

squirrel yelling at me from on top of the phone line…wish i could understand- it might be the key to the meaning of life

I know, I know, it’s serious

interesting times

weather plays a part in this

a bird just flew into my window

feeling calm, collected, and happy

quiet sad

Waiting for a friend to arrive. The wind sounds like cars.

do you care about social norms?

in between times

scrunge fun – character

I lost

I love peanut butter cups

feelin’ groovey

Candid camera

feeling scattered

not sure

collage bricollage set in stone

sunny days

nice day for a party, isn’t it 🙂

beautiful pictures of chicago

my cat could be snoring

always good to see the birds

good day sunshine

this should be a good day…

cornflowers?

thinking about immaterial

text

It has rained hard; someone has drawn pink lines in the dirt.

like a big…

hugging a teddybear

so good to see you.. so near I could almost wave out my window and see you waveing back..

all well?

Sitting still.

That dog is such a poser

Don’t fall down a rabbit hole!

great big flakes

Thinking of postcards

sleepy head of the best

i saw icicles today

I’m in pain

grey

action

The river froze again today!

flat, good thoughts

Light through the window on people packing.

small concerns

clouds on the move. double time

Time to party in the arch basement…

sparkly

The trees look very soft at the edges.

good to be outside

hopefully all will be well

here we go again

too bad

I’m getting a little bit higher but feel basically the same.

home and away

feeling lower somehow. oh good, the rain just got mysterious. myt serious or whatevs.

ok for now

happy here in this empty room

We love to live to get the life we love

A park cafe about hiding and revealing. I know how it is supported up there, how it relates to the corridor above it, how you get down in it, that there is a window and where it faces, how it could

up in the air

worried

At least I am prolific.

lots of thinking

in the corner lots can happen truth

can i connect my things together moving to make a building?

Je te reconnais?

losing

can i come too?

here we are again! yes… fine thank you.

things are ok.

monster

hope, all will, be well

Is anyone suspecting anything?

Ok today ok today. Yes.

de de de de de de de de

sunny days everything’s a ok

up in, air

good idea

I really need a haircut

strange, things

so nice to have a minute to do nothing but enjoy the sun

Whyte the same thing on my own business days

shiny time in the hurlie Burlie 🙂

open air

feel good

ups

fire.. good

sparkly open

i am in my room

another fine day at the hurlie Burlie. 🙂

I’m not that crazy about reality, but it’s still the only place to get a decent meal

are they who they think they think who they are?

hey its raining here – what are you doing?

i think it is

i would like to see something…

i am obsessed with him. unhealthily so.

the crows the crows

up in the air

going down to the water to see whether the people there have more humidity

two miniature palm trees and aeroplane on the giant train track

headachy bright

wet

steady

i like being here but too many commitments and will have to leave soon.

passing hi point

curious place, windy

I KNOW THAT MY REDEEMER LIVETH

convex

she makes me feel better and awful at the same time

the boats are on the floor

i see cartoon legs

smells good

regular

stabilising

I feel like shit he is such an asshole

thiugjtful and in good company

better than expexctes

autoethography is a method of reflexive slf discovery

here I am again

having the time of my life

marigold

It’s a monument. having a good day.

peace pagoda

fuck im sad. he’s going away.

fuvk i feel

sitting next to the cat as she cleans herself. pondering last minute decisions which can make or break a show.

dont know what to do

foresight?

thoughts about sound and food

last night was awful, couldnt get the day out of my head and couldnt sleep. fitfull. now, with my coffee, in a quiet house, im centred again.

feeling frustrated

ludic?

green glow with a twist

remembering him

draped in children. contentment and peace. grey walls absorb the morning sun.

share me

hiding in a cool booth

primary colours

are you talking to me?

xx

What a beautiful day 🙂

right now im craving to eay wvery songle dessert on the menu but my stomach is exploding but i dont care cause i have a second stomach for dessert. im really cold right now i want to hibernate

im enjoying my meal but it’s quite salty so now i want dessert. however im also FULL

same

having a long day

roofs and roots are?

honest

green bushes heheh

hoppy easter 🙂

all well?

akauna rath

Learning to fly. Around the clouds. What goes up must come down.

Smooth?

peanut butter toast

the locals are neither unfriendly nor overtly nice. im neither happy nor sad. it is wndy, sunny and cold. All is flattened, I take a lot if satisfaction being surrounded by the mid morning myrmur in a strange tongue. it is my natural state

nervously procrastinating about rehearsing today’s conference intervention whilst on a train. The train’s motion and rhythms echo some smell observations – an interesting analogy

butter fingers

handmaiden tale too close to trith these d

It owes me a living

on my way to some place

z

interesting times

the last time i saw will be the next words i hear.

I am an American Listed Artist, Seeking my spiritual stasis. I have hung on to alot of annamosity but have started letting go of it. I am also a pridigy Autistic Savant who is hardly understood by the average individual. I was messed up on HEROIN FIR A FEW YEARS AS I COULD NOT DEAL WITH THE MUBDANE AND IGNORANCE THAT HAS DEVELOPED UNIVERSALLY.

xx

high hopes

zz

ups and downs

do I, do I?

I need to take it easy

z

wait a minute

What are you talking about?

reflections

dust in my eyes

primary colours in the corner with cable bags and cardboard

feeling better the lower I get. is that weird or just the new normal?

here we go again

depth

strange changers

echoing

exciting design ers exiting

it’s a big world after all, sometimes bigger..or smaller

sunny days are the best!

this isn’t easy

a little down in the mouth…fuzzy flavour

really nice to have a t shirt day after winter coat on yesterday. feels good

nice to charge up on a sunny day 🙂

wish

goodbye summer! thanks for the sunny skies, see you next year…

to stay here with the books would be nice

feelin groovey

Not far from anywhere but not close enough to touch.

all’s well 🙂

still down

testing

check

what is this?

I have made shiny pages for my little book.

low down, sweet